Trying to hang on

Thanksgiving was ok. It was just Tom, Brian, Nicky and me celebrating getting through the day. Nicky was a handful when trying to cook and doing all the things one needs to do to make it a day of tradition. I was and am glad it is over. Now, I just need to get to and through Christmas. I am dreading the anticipation of the approaching holiday.

The other night I wanted to post and make visits and because I have and sometimes use Windows Live Writer to write my posts, I accidentally deleted about ten of my posts. What is baffling is that they deleted here on WordPress also. That has never happened to me before and I am guessing that I didn’t pay attention because my mind was in stress with my everyday trials and tribulations. I was so angry by my stupidity when I deleted those posts that I just shut the pc off and stayed away from it until last night when I opened my email.

Well, I made an attempt at a post. Nothing ever changes and it seems that happiness just eludes me. Prozac isn’t sounding so bad after all. I never did like roller coasters.

8 thoughts on “Trying to hang on

  1. Hi Liz, I’ve done that too, and it’s got to be when I’ve written a long post. I get so frustrated I end up writing two words instead. I downloaded Windows life writer and then I thought it wasn’t for wordpress so I uninstalled it. I’m going to download it again and give it a try. I miss the pictures of all the great goodies you make, I guess you’re not in the mood after all the cooking for Thanksgiving. I am not anxious for the Christmas holidays either, I wish I could hibernate for a couple of weeks, lol.


  2. Hi Liz, I’ve never heard of the Live writer, I’m sorry you lost your posts, that happened to me before too, I lost about 5 or so, for another reason. I’m sorry thanksgiving wasn’t everything you had hoped it would be. Mine was like that too, although I did not write that in my blog. It’s always something, but that is just the way family is or can be I guess so I’m trying to roll with it. I get to stressed out about things as it is. I took the prozac before and my heart raced the whole time I was on it, so I stopped taking it, now I am just taking something to help me sleep, and my other meds I need but I’m not taking any more, they all make my heart do that. I am anti feeling better kind of gal I guess LOL! not really just a little silly nothing to say something stupid or whatever cause that is the way I am kind of gal. I am back to blogging, I could not stay away. I had been feeling down so it was good to get off this computer for awhile. big hugs sweetie


  3. Hi Liz, I tried to visit the other night too, but the internet was either a problem or my computer, either way I could load any pages or get any email. I was upset as it seems to happen a lot. I know what you mean about getting through Thanksgiving. It was just JD and I and I fixed steaks, not very traditional at all. But my kids never seem to be able to come out here, or at least Cliff. So I just didn’t care. We went to Kingfisher saturday for a meal, Two brother’s and JD’s sister were there. We took Preston, but neither of my kids came. If it weren’t for Preston I would of rather stayed home. The holiday’s are just another day for me anymore. To broke to buy any gifts, but I did manage to get each grandchild something thanks to the kindness of a dear friend. I’m not looking forward to the family Christmas at all. I finished this heart pattern shawl and posted a picture. I think that is going to be my gift in the family game exchange. Don’t know what JD will do. As for what I’ll draw it will probably be something I don’t like or need as usual. I guess you can tell how excited I am about it all. lol.. I think I need to change to Prozac, for this Zoloft isn’t doing anything for me anymore. Life is just to depressing right now. Love and ~hugs~


  4. Hi, Liz! Congrats on all the cooking. I know it must be hard with a little one underfoot. Of course, we had Alexander, but there were plenty of laps on hand.

    I’ve never really learned to use a web writer – if that’s the proper name. I know some people swear by them. I do know if you can lose it, I’ve done it! It’s still really frustrating, though.

    I’m playing hooky for two days with my bad foot but feeling a bit guilty nonetheless. Both my SILs said it was a ligament thing.

    Hope you’re having a cozy evening in the cold weather, which I guess you’re having just like us!

    Hugs, Julia


  5. Hi Liz,

    I’m not familiar with Windows Live Writer so I don’t know what could have gone wrong. I would have been so frustrated too!

    I’m sorry that you’re feeling down. I know that Prozac has helped some people. Roller coasters like that are no fun at all!



  6. Happy Monday dear Liz;

    I’m finally back online as my family are all snug in their own beds in their own homes. I had such a wonderful week with them. But I did miss getting online and visiting all of you. I spent every moment with them that I could for who knows when I’ll see them again.

    I’m not really looking forward to the Christmas holiday either as I’ll be alone this year and being without a car, I can’t make any visits. But then as I sit and think of others worse off than I am, I realize I’m one of the blessed ones.

    Feel better soon my friend and concentrate on your blessings. ~Hugs~


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